LifeTime JourNaL oF PoeM

Dream Lover

2010-07-29T05:26:00.000-07:00

Listening to the sounds of waves

Wind of summer warming my face

Footprints printed on the sands

My heart floating to wonderland

Turning around I saw

You were playing by the shore

Sweats glistening down your chest

Making you look so perfect

Your eyes, they caught my attention

Green, intelligent, familiar

You gave me a smile so warm

That sent my heart melting away

I know it wouldn't be right

For me to ask you out tonight

But I couldn't hold myself longer

Although you are just a dream lover

So baby, would you come

With me, to the party uptown

I promise we will have fun

Cos you and me, we are one

Yours truly

Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Hesitations

2010-06-09T03:44:00.000-07:00

Standing in the crowd
I feel so alone
Without a hand to hold
It all felt so wrong

Emotions are fighting inside
Like the erupting volcano
I can never forgive myself
For being such ridiculous selfish bitch

I wanted to see you
I needed to see you
But when obstacles arise
I let it in between us

You came looking for me
Riding like a dark knight
Hesitations took me away
When all I should do, was to stay

I can only apologize with words
I dare not bring myself forward
If only I didn't ask for you to come
The silence wouldn't haunt me now

Yours truly
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Friendship of Gold

2010-02-05T21:24:00.000-08:00

From ABC to 123
We play, we learn, we grow
We walked hand in hand
We ran side by side
I catch when you fall
You cheer when I'm sad
We played all day long
We talked all night til dawn
Nothing can trouble us
Nothing can beat us down
Never again we will fight
Never again we will part
For we all shared a bond
That started 16 years ago
We shall treasure and hold
Our dear friendship of gold

Yours truly
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Just A Game

2010-01-14T04:47:00.000-08:00

The dice is spinning
The piece waiting to be moved
The cards are all ready
The players, just you and me

No one knows the next step
No one is ever ready to take
Will the truth reveals
Or will fate controls

Let's get the piece to move
I start and you follow
Til we reach our crossroad
And til we bid goodbye

Around the board I see
Signs of mountains and valleys
Signs of rainbows and rains
Signs of us again

But when the dice stops
And the pieces fell off
We will know that then
This is all just a game

Yours truly
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Holding back

2009-10-29T05:35:00.000-07:00

Watching you, I held back
My eyes, they never left you
My mind, elsewhere in memories
And I closed my eyes

Your hair, your smell
I miss your aftershave
Your eyes, your smile
They twinkle like diamonds

Your lips, your kiss
I miss the desires and affections
Your hands, your touch
Warm and soothing as ever

It felt like yesterday
That I last kissed you
Your breath, your whisper
Lingers around my ear

I want to hold you close
In my embrace forever
But now that time has flown
I wish I had another hour

Yours truly,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Good Morning Love

2009-10-01T05:11:00.000-07:00

I woke up to a rainy dawn
Cold wind of winter pours over
Lying back down I stare
Into the blindness of the dark

Pictures slowly drifting by
Smiles, laughter, tears and anger
Complications built the past
Hopes and dreams holds the future

The smell of freshly baked cupcakes
The smell of sweet bubble baths
The smell of your aftershaves
The memories of you, of us

Times when we cried of no tears
Times when we spoke of no words
Times when we cuddled all night
Times when we made love

Closing my eyes I breathe
Your love surrounding me
Beside me, peacefully you sleep
"Good morning love, you're all that I need"

Yours truly
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Loving you once

2009-09-26T19:30:00.000-07:00

I thought I know you,
But I was wrong.

I thought you want me,
But no you don't.

I thought you're back for good,
But you didn't come to me.

I thought I'll never see you again,
But I saw you with her.

I thought you never lie,
But I refused to listen.

I thought you know what you're doing,
But you failed me.

I thought I'm over you,
But your touch tingles.

I thought I don't miss you,
But I kept your messages.

I thought I'm sober,
But I can't help thinking back.

I thought you're the one,
But now you're gone.

I thought I love you,
And this I know is true,
Cause I love you once.

Truly yours
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Seeking

2009-04-24T07:08:00.000-07:00

Staring deep into the mirror
Trying to look for an answer
To where my problem is
And to what life is about

Looking at birds soaring up high
Wishing that someday, I could fly
To a place where I belong
To a place I call my own

Dipping marshmallows into chocolate fondue
Yet tasting the bitter of life
Craving for fun and love
Awaiting like a lonely dove

No more laying on comfort beds
No more welcome by open doors
Still seeing shadows of my own
Still dreaming of the love that's gone

Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Undivided Love

2009-01-23T06:29:00.000-08:00

Walking back home, I cry
In the dark, on the road, alone
To the east, he stood there
To the west, you smiled at me

Which route is meant for me
On the crossroad, I stayed still
Not knowing which turning to take
Can I just wait til no time

He had been a good company
Though sometimes he let me down
No one is perfect, of course
But in me, he's not number one

You were far away when I needed someone
All that you can give were words
'How true were your words' I wonder
But you said you wanted me much

Still, I'm standing at the crossroad
Waiting for a sign, for a move
I wish I knew all things
And hurt none of you

Truly yours
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Home

2009-01-23T06:25:00.000-08:00

Life is like a drama
One without a script
For you are the director
Too as the main character

Through the mirror I watch
Where my journey brings me
From deserts to mountains
Of hot sun and storm rains

Without a map I went
Like a blind girl I seek
For shelter, for secure
For friends and for love

At times when it's all down
I shut myself from the outside world
Thinking of ends to hopes and prays
But a voice is always there

Always there to lend a helping hand
To lend a shoulder to cry
To give a hug whenever needed
No where else but home

Truly yours
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

My Man

2008-06-01T06:52:00.000-07:00

The weather was stiff
Cold like the December winter
Windows were covered with mist
Of the heavy wind outside

Warm and cozy I stayed within
Beneath the blanket of cotton
Beside me lies a man
Whom I'm here to give everything

He, who brings me breakfast on bed
He, who prepares me hot shower
He, who came home for dinner
He, who kisses me before sleep

Every touch makes a memory
Every kiss leads to wonderland
With him, I shall never worry
Of my past, present and future

Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Not Just Memories

2008-04-04T06:11:00.000-07:00

Looking deep into your eyes
I see sparkles and twinkles
They're like diamonds dancing in the rain
The utmost beautiful thing I've ever seen

Holding you near to me
Hearing your steady heartbeat
Feeling your warm breath
I wished time would stop

Kisses being showered all over
Demanding yet sweet and loving
I felt the energy of love
All that come from you

You showered me with care
You pampered me with love
Sitting in the dark right now
Memories made me smile

Our sweet times, our loving times
Times when we spoke no words
But yet we know well
Of how our hearts beat together

I wish, I pray, I hope
Our times will not be just memories
Our times will last
Like the eternal burning flame

Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Till the end of time

2008-03-14T23:24:00.000-07:00

I will love you
Till the end of time
Never there will be someone new
To replace you in my mind

A heart filled with love
A mind filled with happiness
Which is given by God above
And it put away all the sadness

But these love and happiness
I give all to you
You are my dearest
No one else but you

All the moments that we've shared
Will be forever cherished and never will I forget
There'll always be a better day
And the skies never turn gray

Faith and trust I have in you
I trust you in every single way
I'll always stand by your side
Just to watch you and be your guide

I'll walk another mile just to hear you say my name
I'll never turn back and do not regret
I'm not like others who just want a name
Cause I know my love for you isn't fake

You're always there when I need you
You said that I'm right even though I'm wrong
I can't help myself but I really love you
It's you who make me feel like I belong

You've reached within and captured my heart
I promise to you we'll never part
If ever I break this promise
Please believe that I was just making a big mistake

Nothing means to me more than you
I can't compare you with anything
Knowing that you hold the key to my heart
Although we're miles apart

Together forever we will stay
For the cost, I'll always pay
Till the end of time is what we had
Loving each other like we always do

Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Will You Be My Valentine...

2008-02-03T06:27:00.000-08:00

Cupid is in the city
Lovey dovey spirit in the air
Red roses, love cards, sweet quotes
All willing to send till doorstep

I see no point for celebration
The past is still haunting
Doors locked, four walls I face
Forbidding myself from the world outside

Lying in the dark, I closed my eyes
Similar faces floating away
A sudden light caught my attention
I saw, I recognized, I smiled

It was you, who smiled to me
It was you, who gave me your hand
It was you, who accompanied me all this while
I just didn't notice you

Now that the door had been unlocked
But I still don't dare to open up
Just to ask you
Will you be my valentine

Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Remembrance Of A Friend

2008-02-02T05:02:00.000-08:00

A friend is a priceless gift sent from above
Treasure your friend as the one you love
Don't betray nor lie to her
She's the one who'll accompany you for the whole year
If she ever wants to leave
Don't send her away without a gift
Give her at least something as a remembrance
For her to have a memory of your existence
True friends never forget even they're apart
They'll always leave footprints in your heart
Always there to lend a helping hand
Never leave you when you're in pain
A friend cost more than the expensive jewel or diamond
Don't lost her if you still want her to return
Keep in touch if she's away
You'll meet her back someday
So my dear friend, please appreciate
All the moments that you had
Don't waste your time or you'll regret
Things that's gone, will not be back

Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Decision

2008-01-31T23:30:00.000-08:00

Looking outside the window
Busy streets and fast paces
Raindrops be seen everywhere
Sitting in the warmth, I watch

My mind starts to wonder
Thinking of past, present and future
Why did it happen to me, I asked
But a voice tells me not to regret

For the present
It's now or never
Should I or should I not
The decision is still in my palm

For I feel like I'm grabbing sand
Falling through my fingers gap
My decision now, my life tomorrow
But, no one knows what tomorrow holds

Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

When Is The Time...

2008-01-20T04:50:00.000-08:00

Days and nights I dream of you
Of how you speaks and how you smiles
I'll do anything just to be with you
Cause you're the only cure when I'm ill

Is this gonna bloom or is it gonna end
Can you tell me before the sun's gone
My broken heart - only you can mend
And you're the one who comes when I'm all alone

There is something very special in you
Which makes me understands the meaning of 'I Love You'
I wish someday that you would say
Those three little words to me - which will brightens my day

Now I begin to wonder
Are we just friends and never lover
But I guess I should put that thought aside
Cause I know I should have faith and be your guide

Sooner or later I'll get the conclusion
For all my thoughts and my questions
But when is the day and when is the time
For you to tell me that you are mine

Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Overseas But Remembered

2008-01-08T03:56:00.000-08:00

Chemistry, physics, biology
Dozens of subjects to study
Whatever you study, whatever you learn
Teach me some cause next time it'll be my turn

Melbourne, Sydney, Perth
There's no place like those on earth
Wherever you go, whatever you do
Just want you to know that I'll always remember you

Doctors, lawyers, pharmacist
Plenty of works and jobs do exist
Whatever you be, whatever your job is
You'll still be the one I'm gonna miss

Study, study, study
But never forget about your family
They're the one who love you most
Although sometimes they put you to study by force

But of course friends do care about you
They always care about how you feel
True friends never betray nor leave you alone
You'll still be in their heart even when you're gone

Time and distance will never be the matter
For family and friends to care for each other
True friends and family will always be there
To support and guide you all the way

Never worry when you're alone
Cause I'll be there when everyone's gone
If you feel that no one's in your heart
Search again and you'll find me in the dark

Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

How True...

2008-01-06T19:58:00.000-08:00

Friends come and go
Only true friends stay with you
That's what we hear as always
But how true, no one knows

Friends are like the leaves on a tree
The fallen leaves
Was it the wind's invitation
Or was it the tree's rejection

It's hard to see what's inside someone
Whether it's pure or dark
Time will bring you to reality
Then you'll know where is the heart

Ups and downs, left and right
Crossroad, where to choose
The choice is yours to be made
The decision is yours to be responsible

Take some time and stroll along the park
Different faces different characters
Friends, is what everyone needed
Treasure them so you'll have lifetime company

Truly yours...
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Welcome~!

2008-01-06T06:32:00.000-08:00

Hello people~

Ok now this is gonna be lame. Cos everyone started a blog with a welcome message. Haha! So I'm just following the tradition. Kekeke =D

Many people are asking me what for another blog. Well, this blog is created specially for the poems that I wrote and gonna write. Last night I wrote a poem after so long retired. Haha! Anyway, it got me thinking. Why did I quit last time? Why didn't I continue my talent in writing poems?

So here we are. By creating this blog, it will sure drives me to write more and more poems. Cos who wants an outdated blog right? Hehe =) I hope you people will enjoy my poems. It's all by me.

Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

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