Holding back

Watching you, I held back
My eyes, they never left you
My mind, elsewhere in memories
And I closed my eyes

Your hair, your smell
I miss your aftershave
Your eyes, your smile
They twinkle like diamonds

Your lips, your kiss
I miss the desires and affections
Your hands, your touch
Warm and soothing as ever

It felt like yesterday
That I last kissed you
Your breath, your whisper
Lingers around my ear

I want to hold you close
In my embrace forever
But now that time has flown
I wish I had another hour


Yours truly,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Good Morning Love

I woke up to a rainy dawn
Cold wind of winter pours over
Lying back down I stare
Into the blindness of the dark

Pictures slowly drifting by
Smiles, laughter, tears and anger
Complications built the past
Hopes and dreams holds the future

The smell of freshly baked cupcakes
The smell of sweet bubble baths
The smell of your aftershaves
The memories of you, of us

Times when we cried of no tears
Times when we spoke of no words
Times when we cuddled all night
Times when we made love

Closing my eyes I breathe
Your love surrounding me
Beside me, peacefully you sleep
"Good morning love, you're all that I need"


Yours truly
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Loving you once

I thought I know you,
But I was wrong.

I thought you want me,
But no you don't.

I thought you're back for good,
But you didn't come to me.

I thought I'll never see you again,
But I saw you with her.

I thought you never lie,
But I refused to listen.

I thought you know what you're doing,
But you failed me.

I thought I'm over you,
But your touch tingles.

I thought I don't miss you,
But I kept your messages.

I thought I'm sober,
But I can't help thinking back.

I thought you're the one,
But now you're gone.

I thought I love you,
And this I know is true,
Cause I love you once.


Truly yours
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Seeking

Staring deep into the mirror
Trying to look for an answer
To where my problem is
And to what life is about

Looking at birds soaring up high
Wishing that someday, I could fly
To a place where I belong
To a place I call my own

Dipping marshmallows into chocolate fondue
Yet tasting the bitter of life
Craving for fun and love
Awaiting like a lonely dove

No more laying on comfort beds
No more welcome by open doors
Still seeing shadows of my own
Still dreaming of the love that's gone


Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Undivided Love

Walking back home, I cry
In the dark, on the road, alone
To the east, he stood there
To the west, you smiled at me

Which route is meant for me
On the crossroad, I stayed still
Not knowing which turning to take
Can I just wait til no time

He had been a good company
Though sometimes he let me down
No one is perfect, of course
But in me, he's not number one

You were far away when I needed someone
All that you can give were words
'How true were your words' I wonder
But you said you wanted me much

Still, I'm standing at the crossroad
Waiting for a sign, for a move
I wish I knew all things
And hurt none of you


Truly yours
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Home

Life is like a drama
One without a script
For you are the director
Too as the main character

Through the mirror I watch
Where my journey brings me
From deserts to mountains
Of hot sun and storm rains

Without a map I went
Like a blind girl I seek
For shelter, for secure
For friends and for love

At times when it's all down
I shut myself from the outside world
Thinking of ends to hopes and prays
But a voice is always there

Always there to lend a helping hand
To lend a shoulder to cry
To give a hug whenever needed
No where else but home


Truly yours
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。