Loving you once

I thought I know you,
But I was wrong.

I thought you want me,
But no you don't.

I thought you're back for good,
But you didn't come to me.

I thought I'll never see you again,
But I saw you with her.

I thought you never lie,
But I refused to listen.

I thought you know what you're doing,
But you failed me.

I thought I'm over you,
But your touch tingles.

I thought I don't miss you,
But I kept your messages.

I thought I'm sober,
But I can't help thinking back.

I thought you're the one,
But now you're gone.

I thought I love you,
And this I know is true,
Cause I love you once.


Truly yours
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Seeking

Staring deep into the mirror
Trying to look for an answer
To where my problem is
And to what life is about

Looking at birds soaring up high
Wishing that someday, I could fly
To a place where I belong
To a place I call my own

Dipping marshmallows into chocolate fondue
Yet tasting the bitter of life
Craving for fun and love
Awaiting like a lonely dove

No more laying on comfort beds
No more welcome by open doors
Still seeing shadows of my own
Still dreaming of the love that's gone


Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Undivided Love

Walking back home, I cry
In the dark, on the road, alone
To the east, he stood there
To the west, you smiled at me

Which route is meant for me
On the crossroad, I stayed still
Not knowing which turning to take
Can I just wait til no time

He had been a good company
Though sometimes he let me down
No one is perfect, of course
But in me, he's not number one

You were far away when I needed someone
All that you can give were words
'How true were your words' I wonder
But you said you wanted me much

Still, I'm standing at the crossroad
Waiting for a sign, for a move
I wish I knew all things
And hurt none of you


Truly yours
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Home

Life is like a drama
One without a script
For you are the director
Too as the main character

Through the mirror I watch
Where my journey brings me
From deserts to mountains
Of hot sun and storm rains

Without a map I went
Like a blind girl I seek
For shelter, for secure
For friends and for love

At times when it's all down
I shut myself from the outside world
Thinking of ends to hopes and prays
But a voice is always there

Always there to lend a helping hand
To lend a shoulder to cry
To give a hug whenever needed
No where else but home


Truly yours
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

My Man

The weather was stiff
Cold like the December winter
Windows were covered with mist
Of the heavy wind outside

Warm and cozy I stayed within
Beneath the blanket of cotton
Beside me lies a man
Whom I'm here to give everything

He, who brings me breakfast on bed
He, who prepares me hot shower
He, who came home for dinner
He, who kisses me before sleep

Every touch makes a memory
Every kiss leads to wonderland
With him, I shall never worry
Of my past, present and future


Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Not Just Memories

Looking deep into your eyes
I see sparkles and twinkles
They're like diamonds dancing in the rain
The utmost beautiful thing I've ever seen

Holding you near to me
Hearing your steady heartbeat
Feeling your warm breath
I wished time would stop

Kisses being showered all over
Demanding yet sweet and loving
I felt the energy of love
All that come from you

You showered me with care
You pampered me with love
Sitting in the dark right now
Memories made me smile

Our sweet times, our loving times
Times when we spoke no words
But yet we know well
Of how our hearts beat together

I wish, I pray, I hope
Our times will not be just memories
Our times will last
Like the eternal burning flame


Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。

Till the end of time

I will love you
Till the end of time
Never there will be someone new
To replace you in my mind

A heart filled with love
A mind filled with happiness
Which is given by God above
And it put away all the sadness

But these love and happiness
I give all to you
You are my dearest
No one else but you

All the moments that we've shared
Will be forever cherished and never will I forget
There'll always be a better day
And the skies never turn gray

Faith and trust I have in you
I trust you in every single way
I'll always stand by your side
Just to watch you and be your guide

I'll walk another mile just to hear you say my name
I'll never turn back and do not regret
I'm not like others who just want a name
Cause I know my love for you isn't fake

You're always there when I need you
You said that I'm right even though I'm wrong
I can't help myself but I really love you
It's you who make me feel like I belong

You've reached within and captured my heart
I promise to you we'll never part
If ever I break this promise
Please believe that I was just making a big mistake

Nothing means to me more than you
I can't compare you with anything
Knowing that you hold the key to my heart
Although we're miles apart

Together forever we will stay
For the cost, I'll always pay
Till the end of time is what we had
Loving each other like we always do


Truly yours,
Perpetua Angeline

叶子的离开，是风的请求，还是树的不挽留。。。